went back to st nicks today..
haiz..
wat a disappointment...
really...
gosh...
kinda waste of my time...
i could've gone home earlier n had a good rest...but haiz...
the cis were like in conflicts....goodness!! first time i ever seen such a thing happen!!!!
snnp is dying....
gosh.....
haiz......

cheerleading has ended...
n hall one din manage to compete....
n i din manage to participate...
actually i still feel v sad that i'm unable to join..
n kinda of drag the team into such a situation whereby we can't compete n jesse have to sub me at the v last min.....
the moment i regained my conscious n my brain start to function again at the hospital, the only thing i can think of is cheerleading..
whether i can con't or not...
i really want to...
i mean...if not where will all the months of training go to????
i wanted the doc to discharge me yest morn but she gave a definite no..
n by the time i'm discharged, it was already 4 plus...
i can't possibly join back the team.......n jesse's already trying v hard to sub me...
i'm juz v upset that y such a thing have to happen at the v last min....

we may be performing next tues for cheerleading day...n that means i will be in the team...it kinda make up the loss but not really everything...
one thing is because of me, we lost the right to compete...
n jem's hope for winning the comp was completely dashed.....
遗憾。。。这是个遗憾。。。为什么要给我这段遗憾？？？？

went to watch memoirs of a geisha on fri night!!!
yeah yeah!!
it's damn nice!!!
woohooo....
we watched the sneak so went there like after midnight...
after the show..squeezed ourselves (and again it's 9 of us..lol) into marcus' car..
haha..
think we r experts at squeezing into cars liao..
hhaha..
then went to eat supper...
by that time, think i was too sleepy liao...started stoning..
hahaah...
so after supper...we walked back lah...
geisha's nice!!
so watch it k!!
hahah...
yeah yeah...




mmm...scandalous scandalous...
"accidentally" met someone with someone when we went to watch geisha..
ahahahahaha.....
aiyo..recently i so 38..hhahh...
but nvm..it's good thing...heeeee...

woke up feeling darn painful...
can't wash my face properly..
n i realise my cheek's getting kinda blue-green......
cindy was telling me to rub with egg for a few days...
hmm...
ok....
i'll go buy eggs later...
haiz....
n during lect i juz realised my hands were bruised too...
esp the one on my right elbow...
din realised it was bruised until i rested my elbow on the table n it juz send me an electric shock.....
gosh.....
nv get myself in such a state b4......
well except for CCC that time....but CCC only involve the hands...
this time is nearly the whole body....
hmm...
maybe i'm still not that bad...
think the others worse.....
shuqin n zihui have to go n c sinseh.... jem is oso qt injured.....
the others had bruises all over....
pray that everyone recovers well....

i fell!
twice onto the floor..
bang my head for the first one
n the second one is my cheek..
gosh..wat's wrong today??
so unlucky..
n linda accidentally hit the cheek again when i tried to catch her..
pain~~
esp when i bathed..
all i felt was pain~~
managed to get an egg from my room after asking so many pple..
they told me to rub..so that it'll feel better..
dunno if it works..
but juz try lah...
haiz...
morale low...
but we muz da qi jing shen!!
it's only a few days..
let us give out best shots..
pls.........
dun let us all get injured for nth...pls...
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hall had durian fest n they saved some for us...
so busy eating while watching the others torturing weimin..
haha..his bdae lah...
the others all left to watch them..
in the end only left me n linda n weiquan sitting at the stone table con't to eat..
ahahhaa...
me n linda qt piggy..
we juz eat n can't be bothered...hohoohohhoo.....



haiz..........

the weather's darn cold......
brrrrrrr.....
n i keep sleeping today.....guess i'm really tired....

anyway..went to my uncle's new hse...
v near my hse...
the decor's v nice n all that..
they use really bold colours like pink n green...
虽然里面的一切看似色彩斑斓。。。可是感觉却是悲哀的。。。
the moment i stepped in, everywhere is his photos...
every single place....
i'm juz so.......surrounded by all these...
they knocked down the walls of two rooms so as to make the living room bigger...
but they sort of dedicated a place for him......
n that room was full of angels ornaments n pictures of jesus n mary...n of cuz pictures of him...
i think auntie juz want to create a peaceful environment for him..
a place where he will live among the angels....
n one particular angel ornaments kinda strike me...if i can say that...
it resembles him..
gosh..i muz be imagining....
but no i'm not...cuz apparently auntie thot so too...
well..kinda heard uncle telling his sister how auntie felt the resemblence n bought it immediately...
oh wells....
it was weird...
felt really weird in that hse.....

having cheer training every night from now til 18 which is the the comp....
that explain why i haven't really been blogging n oso y i'm still up at this kind of hr...
oh wells...not to worry...they din torture us n make us train til morn..
but every after training...we will always chill out...usu at ah fang for supper...
but today...we juz talked at the 18 stone table....
anyway...
i really want to win it!!
i mean...we train so hard n all that...
n actually i believe we can do it...
but i'm afraid...
there's so little time left.....
n we r super not discipline....
i mean... we keep talking n crapping n sometimes juz can't get serious...
n sometimes...i get qt pek chek with it....
really hope everyone realise that we r really short of time...
comp's is super damn near...
n of cuz...i hope everyone have that common goal : TO WIN IT.
oh wells...
i dun want to lose cuz we r not prepared...or half-hearted kind...
the only reason for losing can only be one.
n that is some other hall is really better than us.

today is the 6th of jan...12 days to comp... only 8 more trainings...
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but anyway.. thou i can feel the tension rising as the comp draws near...
i still like it..
i mean...
the pple r fun!!!
n i'm really glad i joined n get to know more pple....
n i really like the chilling out after every training..
haha..
juz sit down n really talk rubbish...
ahahhaha....

i think....................................
i realised sth......
or maybe i've realised it long ago....juz that i dun want to face/admit/whatever it....
hmmmmm......
prob i shld tell someone...
ok.edith.

went out with my dajie today...
hmm..
suddenly feel that she's kinda treating me a little different now....
treating me a bit more like a grown-up...
haha.....
she's asked if i'm going any clubs on new yr eve...cuz she wanted to go.. kinda weird she asked me...
but in the end we din....
cuz i was too tired n by the time i woke up at 8 plus at night, thot she went out with her hubby liao....
but in the end she oso stayed at home....ahha
anyway, she was bored today...so we went out tgt...
went town to take a walk n all that....
n in the end we ended up at the balcony at heeren!!!!
nice place!!
went up to the 2nd floor n sat at where we can face the streets...
so we juz sat there...looking at pple n talking.....
the place qt nice....kinda middle-eastern style...
n it's so darn weird that they have a jacuzzi in the centre...
wonder who will go in there??? (well, except for bryan wong n patricia mok who intro that place on tv)
we had coffee n tea n wedges..
price not bad....
aiyah...forgot to look at the price for main course n alcohols.....
think it'll be pretty cool to go there at night...where they'll light up the lamps n juz chill there with friends...
cool!!!!
after that...met jc frens...
went to support yuenshe at this cafe where the students get to perform in there...
well...
the place's deco's not bad...comfy n all..
but doubt the food's nice...
tonight is students night i think....
so students who attend classes got to perform..
yup...
so ys's one of them... she's not bad compared to some others...
think overall, the guys r better...
but anyway..after all the students had performed, they allow us to dedicate songs or sing on stage...
well...kinda sabo-ed chonghan...
ahahah...
n he went up to sing a-mei's ku1 bu4 chu1 lai2...
well...he's qt good lo!!
ahha....
unplugged somemore....
the guitarist(cum singer) n another singer are not bad lah...
can sing...
but think i still prefer ai qing hai...
hmmmm...
think i shld go there someday....
oh yah...
muz grab limei they all go...
yeah!!!