went to shuying's bdae yest at downtown east..
glad that i went...
had real great fun there...even thou only a few of us stayed over...
jingyi taught us this game..."stockmarket"
it's so funny lo..
the stupid actions that we did n stuff....
we were mad man!!!!
watched yamakasi oso....
it's such a cool movie...
oh my....
think will get weiting to send me...
ate super lots again at the bbq..
oh my...
think i gain back my 2kg...
hahahh....
they couldn't finish the cake..
n in the end i think i finished most of it..
that's like nearly 1/4 of the cake..
gosh!!!
n it's real rich choc cake..
oh my...
i can't believe i really ate them...
ahhhaha...

merry xmas!!!
my fam gathering juz ended...
place is.......pretty cleaned up without my help...
haha...
i'm lazy...
but there were so much food!! couldn't finish man!!
oh gosh...n i'm damn full now......
i think i gained back that 2 kg which i've lost during the last 2 wks....
hahha....
anyway..suppose to go to ys's hse...but i'm really tired...n fam dinner juz ended...
tmr's shuying's bdae too....
think going ba...if not she'll be flying off soon......

anyway....
juz now my sisters n two older cousins were talking abt mos...
haha..
they were asking each other if they've checked it out n stuff...
obviously my sisters din but my cousins did..haha
actually i'm v interested in that topic...hoho
cuz...seriously...mos is cool!!
hahah..
but the thing is i got to pretend i dunno wth is mos..
ahahah
ohwells.....
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

had bball match today...
lost..
kinda upset..
but i think it's wrong of me to lose my temper that way...
no second one for me..
oh my...that's not the way...
damn paiseh abt it after that...
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now my butt hurts..
two legs hurt...
bruises hurt..
ankles hurt..
bump on the head hurts too..
i think i'll rest this wk..
n chiong for cheer next!!

MERRY XMAS TO ALL!!!

damn shag.................
the hockey match lasted the whole day...
n i'm really v tired....
gosh....
but actually...hockey's qt a fun game afterall..
ahahah...can't imagine how last time i used to dislike this game...
hahah....
anyway...
we din get into quarters...
but i think we played pretty well....
we won the first game against hall 8...with shuwen scoring the goal...
the 2nd is with hall 2....they r qt strong...
so...actually we were prepared to lose that...
n i kena whacked...
hah...abit of swelling...but now ok liao....
still think the bump on my head by zhiyang is more painful...
hahaha....
i guess we lost the last match due to the fact that most of first players can't make it..
many already had plans or got other hall stuff to do....
n all the waiting sort of made us lethargic...
for that match...everyone pia even thou we were losing n tired...
n xiangyun made a very good move in that match...
gosh!! totally stunned by her...
she dribble the ball forward...dodged the opponent...n then use only her left hand to drag the ball...without looking at it!!! omg!!
she's so confident with it..
n she bring the ball all way to the midfield...
zai!!!!!
but too bad she's not staying in our hall le....
but she's so damn nice...
not staying still come back n help us.....
she's really a good coach n cap!!
wooohoooo.....
muz thank all those who came down for the match...
thanks xiang yun for being such a good coach, good cap n good player!!!!
thanks jem cuz she stayed even thou she had dinner at night...n then she had to rush off after that...n she was having headache juz b4 the last match...n pia-ing all the way.....
thanks xiaohui who oso stayed n went late for her fam dinner... n being such a good goalie.....
thanks connie n shuwen for being encouraging n entertaining...n there to help in everything...
thanks zihui n zhiying for coming even thou i know u all r v busy with jcrc stuff...
thanks weiyee for being such a good welfare n a good player whom i got down to play at the last min....
thanks qianwen for being a great center midfielder n helping us in all the position n stuff...
thanks angie n merrilyn who stayed through out...
thanks cat yunzi shujuan sheryl n joy for being great reserves n supporting us all the way!!
thanks to the supporters who came down...
thanks emos n kayjiunn who became our waterboys during the last match..n helping me to bring the sticks back...
oh wells!! it's a great game after all!!!

tmr got hockey match..
the whole day;....
n sat bball match
i'm kinda sian that i have to do this on a xmas eve eve n xmas eve..
maybe i'm juz tired...
need a break...
tried a few new stunts at cheer juz now...
think i got new bruises..
n i got a bump on my head..
sort of knocked onto zhiyang's head when i was doing the flip..
din realise until i was washing my hair n it was darn painful when i touch it...
went to mos on wed nite..
cool place...
but i shan't go now...
i'm broke...totally...
n i realised i can't hold as much alcohol after a two wks break of chionging..
is there such a thing??
haha...
dotz...
sleep liao!!
tmr hockey!!
gambatte!!

dajie is preaching...................................................................
omg...............................................

ok....more n more pple r telling me they got at least 2 As.....
n when i told them mine...
and as expected, they'll say "work harder next sem"
"it's ok"
hmm....actually i dun like pple to say such things to me...
ok..
maybe cuz i'm really upset...
i know they r trying to comfort...but then..still...
i'm angry with myself..
ok..
there's nth i can do now....
it's over..
watever...it's over...if it's going to be this way then like that lo..
wat to do??
dotz.......................

ok....
i juz got my results.....
str8 Bs...2 B+, 2B, 1 B-
hmm....
a bit sad...
not even an A...
edith n jiaying got at least 2 As..
hmm...
ok..i'm comparing...which i shldn't...
but then...
come to think of it...this world is abt comparison...
isn't it???
well...1st reaction from dajie is "y all Bs??"
no As means no good...
oh wells...i thot i can get at least an A..
but then...ok disappointed....
cuz i thot i'm qt pia...
but in uni..it's not abt pia-ing...
everyone is pia...
oh wells........

tired....back in hall...bored...
juz came back from ch's hse..
had gathering yest n stayed over at his place...
long time since we had a gathering at his place...
qt successful..many turned up..
kw kena dunked for his bdae..haha
n in the end most of the guys +xs were wet...
ahah..
after clearing up the bbq area, went up to ch's hse n play mj..
but din play much..
too tired...
so tired...
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think my ankle's a bit swollen..
looks swollen but i'm not sure...
or maybe i'm gaining muscles due to all the sports..haha

ok....
i know i have to try to communicate..
but how am i suppose to do it????!!??!?!
seriously i have no idea at all!!

ok....got to cool down......cuz i want to talk abt the show i juz watched...
haha...got money to watch show no money to eat.....dotz....

went to watch perhaps love with shuqin yy zihui zhiyang jon ccube...
good show...but too bad takeshi n zhou xun can't sing that well..
if they can sing better, then it'll be v good...
jacky cheung's definitely v good in musical..
powerful voice with lots of emotions...
the way they film it is zai...
sort of mixed the musical in the film in to the reality in the movie..
so..it's like a story over a story...lots of overlapping...
the lives of the actors of the musical n the characters in the musical itself r parallel..so sometimes u may feel that it's confusing...but even so, in the end u'll still make out what is going on...
so it's v neatly done....
lots of metaphors n underlying meanings n stuff....
shuqin said she read it somewhere that the snow n water meant sth...
i guess the snow/the winter in which they r in reveals the sadness n the loneliness within...
n that only in the water or in the snow r the characters revealing their true feelings....
that's when they r true to themselves....
n oso they isolated from the dazzling world outside...
they r juz with themselves....
ccube explained to me the part abt the suan1 la4 mian...it's sort of like for the characters to make confessions...
n the writer who's suppose to write a book abt the female lead is there to reveal the memories....
ok chimology....i'm going to watch it again!!
i love this kind of shows...
they make me want to watch again n understand it better.....

i like the part where takeshi n zhou xun r acting as the couple in their musical and they wanted elope...
the dance was nice..song was nice...
so hard to describe..haha..
but that whole part is damn good....
my fav!!
lol

official website of perhaps love...
http://www.perhapslovemovie.com/main.html

actually my mood was qt good...until erjie sms me to tell me to "better watch your spending okie"...
n then after watching perhaps love...dajie started questioning me online....
sianz..
damn pek chek now...
n now i have to survive 300 in 2 mths..
ok...
dun jio me for anything...i'm going on isolation policy....
unless u r treating me..
i'm damn pek chek now...
shitified!!!!!
dajie told me to go home n explain..
explain what???
explain oso dun understand.....
tired of communicating..cuz it doesn't seem to work when i try...
想到回家就觉得。。。。。
i dunno how to describe...
sianz....
i'm avoiding...n prob i'm at rebellious stage..
watever!!!!!
it's not as if i enjoy having fam probs.........
i hate it when things r like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

went to check out spooky places for fright night next yr....
sppppooookkkyyy...
everytime we went inside one....i'll juz grab sheryl...
hahha...
we went to 6 places...
the first was somewhere at dover...it suppose to be a vacant land...but then seems like they've started building things on it liao...lol
the 2nd was old ttsh i think....ok..first glance...spooky...
then suddenly the guard appeared out of nowhere...n he's wearing white...juz stand there n stare at us at first...haha..
but then he's alright lah...nice old man....n he unlock one of the building to let us in...
at first qt scary...but then after not liao cuz the things inside are v new...u can smell the fresh paint n all that...
n there's switches n air-cons installed...some areas were carpeted...the windows on the 2nd floor were changed into those modern kinds...
but the place is v good..huge with lots of links....

the 3rd was a camp/barracks sort of place...at demsey road there i think...think they've showed it on tv b4...a place where there are many antique shops..
but that place look creepy n dark....but then it's all fenced up n we can't go in...
met a police there...he thot we were up to sth...haha....after explaining what we were doing...he started nagging at us...haha...ok lah..out of goodwill...
but we found some happening place there man...there's this cafe which look damn good...called ps cafe...looks like a cool place man..
n there's another wine bar or sth like that...oh man..can't imagine there r cool places at such ulu places....

4th place was at changi...first went to this old commando camp...
that place is goood......there's a bridge somemore...
but that place's not v environment friendly...lots of holes n all that in the building...so can be kinda dangerous...n outside there's like so many mosquitoes n ants....
if not for all these...think that place v good....
then went OCH lo...
ok scary.....n danny keep wanting to go up....
actually the place is kinda intact..i can even make out where r the wards n emergency rooms and all that....
after that...went to changi village to eat nasi lemak!!but too bad that famous stall close liao...eat another one anyway...
last stop was at buangkok there..
lucky that place is locked up n the gates r high man..
that place is scary n looking at the fenced up area...it's damn huge..
so we can only look from the outside....
oh..n i think we saw a tomb out of nowhere over there...weird n spooky...

finally on the journey back to hall liao...but brian n danny started talking abt their ghost stories man....
shitified..the air was so damn cold n it made my hair stand.....
n that particular story by danny really freak me n sheryl n limei out..gosh...
we don't dare to bathe in the end..
so i acc sheryl n then she acc me....
oh my...
can't imagine myself stationing in one of those places.....

u r juz making me want to talk less at home..
whatever i say is wrong.
i'm not going to talk anymore..
n then u'll think i'm ignoring..
i rather it to be that way then...

feeling like shit now...
freaking hell idiot!
having no life!
training all day long!
exhausted!
n i have to come back to face this!

fine! i'm an unappreciative daughter!
fine! i'm a spoilt brat!!
fine fine fine!!
i'm a rebellious kid n that's it k!
it's juz too bad u got a freaking hell daughter like me..
u dun understand n u dun trust me at all!!
so what do u expect me to do?!??!?!
what can i do???
we can't communicate at all...
no matter what i say..u dun understand..
even if dajie n erjie try to explain to u..
u juz dun freaking hell understand...
n there's nth i can do abt it!!
if i dun come back..u got sth to say..
if i come back...u oso got sth to say..
so now what??!?!
i'm glad i'm only back for one day this wk..
i'm glad that i'm going back tmr...

i know u r trying to find me an alternative n i appreciate that!!
but the thing is..u dun understand what i'm trying to tell u..
u dun get it at all...
n now u think i'm unappreciative...
we have a com breakdown here...
freaking hell shit!!!!!

shit it....
i've overspent!!!!!!
$716 in one mth!!!!!!
damn it...
argghhh!!!!
how??!?!?!!?!?!?

i suddenly feel that i'm back in sec sch...
when i was always bz with sch activities....
running ard during recess n lunch time to find officer n to settle np stuff...
missing my breaks n lunches...only eating one meal a day...
hah..i dun mean i'm eating only one meal a day now..
in fact i'm eating a lot recently!!
too much i think!!
haha...
oh wells...so bz....
so bz that i have no time for myself...

i think i need to meet up with my old frens...
seriously.
lots of things to say.....
miss them....
kinda....

hmm...
v bz..
so i guess...less time to blog during this hols...
anyway....wanted to blog abt what i did n stuff..
but suddenly no mood...
oso dunno what to write....

i want to watch perhaps love..
waiting for my hair to dry....
tmr morn got netball match..got chipmunks lunch..
what else..
i'm being a bit fei4 here....

somebody have to tell me what r the contents of AK....
it's super duper damn strong lah...
ohwells...
the whole of hall one seem to be at zouk tonight...hah
darn lots of pple...
n suprisingly i saw yimin at the beginning n jac at the end...
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alright..
haven't been blogging for damn looooonnnnnnngggg...
cuz i'm like super bz...
oh my...
all the hall activities....
btw..i'm like super black now....
burnt n all that...shit it....
like in sec sch la...
hah...
killer sun that we had on tues n wed...
look like an indonesian maid man...
morn hockey..afternoon netball...n then cheer at night..
super exhausted...next morn couldn't wake up for netball....
gosh.....
i think i shld go for swimming to remove all that ugly tan lines.....

似乎觉得自己玩得太过火了。。。
想想也许我该收敛一点。。。。

this wk's been a damn busy n tiring one.....
i'm so busy n exhausted that i can't blog...
actually i wanted to blog on wed night...but arh...really too tired..

tues to thurs was the most xiong.....
had bball training camp...
everyday training starts at 7am...
so had to wake up at 6 plus in the morn..
but i dunno y i always miss my 6am alarm....din hear it lo..
n in the end kherray had to wake me up....
so...training will start at abt 7am.. n then physical training ends at abt 6pm...
in btw...i went for hall prod workshop...
tues n thurs were the most xiong one...
after bball training...showered n ate dinner..con't with cheer til abt 12am...
so u can imagine how much strain my body had gone thru for that 3 days...
with all the running, jumping n locking...
ohmy..
my whole body was aching like crazy!!
then...by the end of the camp..all of us were like tomatoes n lobsters..
we were so burnt!!!

on fri, managed to wake up to go k-lunch with tweeties!
haha...cuz i cancelled my hockey..haha..aiya...din cancel it cuz i want to go ktv but cuz my cap's not coming..no one's teaching...n i doubt i can wake up to go for hockey if we have it...
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think it's time i shld stop....a bit too much...overboard liao....