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went to watch hall one jam band performance yest at some sleazy bar...
the first band was actually qt good...thou it's not really my kind of music...
but i think out hall's a bit cui....the guy vocalist was like...dotz...
if u get wat i mean..
aha...
raye's better but think drums too fast...
alina say prob cuz they lack practice n when they prac, they got no audience to listen to them...yup...
but any way...
right after their performance....
aki jio me to momo....
it's qt a cool place....
qt like it actually..
haha....
i'm turning bad...
hah....
but i think i haven't drink enough...
anyone to accompany this fri night?
haha
let me be drunk once.....
我太清醒了。。。

suggested to papa to buy a fridge for my room...
he's totally not keen abt it....
maybe i shld have waited for dajie to come back n get her to help....
but then..
haiz.....
sometimes...juz wonder y he don't want to let me have some things....
i dun usu ask them for stuffs.....
really once in a while.....

went for ih bball training yest...
at first me n davina were like hesitating...
cuz..
both of us kind of paiseh..not confident that we can make it...
for we have no backgound at all....
yah...
but training was great!
hah...
pple were nice n all that...
how can it be not nice rite??haha..we know all of them...haha
stayed back alone....
actually wanted to watch midnight movie with jiaying but decided not to..
wanted to study n do my work...but end up watching incredibles...ahahah
then aki asked me to go weiquan's room..
they were drinking lah...
in the end went there with tongyen...cuz she happen to be going there too...
din drink much...
a bit only...
play games n stuff....
qt enjoyable lah...
slept at 5 plus again..
sianz....
cannot do this too often man.....
i muz start to do my work!!

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juz visited my friendster...read some stuff...
n i realise how things can change so fast...
sad n disappointing...but i guess there's no choice...
in fact...right from the beginning i've anticipated it...
so there's no reason for me to be too upset abt it......
but i juz can't help sighing.....

我这几天过得蛮好的。。。
若有什么事，我想我应该可以接受与应付吧。。。

trying to do my biz law....yun's pia-ing too!!
so i muz do the same!!
trying my v best here...
went zouk yest with the hall usu gang of chiongster....
kena pyscho during dinner...
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went jogging with aki juz now...
long time nv jog liao...
good thing man....
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sometimes...
it's v sad when u know u r abt to lose a fren...
u start wondering how u used to be close to each other in the past....
how did all that happen...
n then how it start to fade....
the worse thing is u dun even know how it started fading...
it juz seem to sneak in......

woke up at 230pm today..gosh
been sleeping really late recently....4am on the previous day..
n now i'm still up...haha
went to celebrate jiaying's birthday!!
acutally wanted to eat pasta mania but fickle-minded jy n raye changed their minds n we went across to eat yoshi...
haha..dotz...
then raye went off..
then xiuling jiaying n me went to walk ard...
haha..
in the end we went to buy fiesta cheesecake..
yumyum
n xl went to buy those trick candles while i lure jy to metro
ahah...
oh...n i think i want to buy gucci's envy me!!
oh no....
think i'm getting materialistic...haha
anyone to sponser? since it's so ex...
but i really like it!!!!
haiz..
anyway...after xl came back...we went to a nice spot to put the candles on n sing bdae song for dear jiaying....
haha..she had difficulty blowing those candles man...
ahah.. n i dunno y i managed to distinguish them with juz one blow...
hahaha...i'm super...hahahah
so 3 piggy gals finished that cake..
n we had a great time talking.....
there was sth that sets me thinking...
ahah...whether i'm normal not...
ahah....cuz xl n jy say they always seem to like someone in their life...
always...
n i said i dun...ahah..
am i abnormal....hahahahahaahahhahaahahah
ok....dotz.......
then after that...too bad had to leave them..
cuz got to send shuying off...
she's leaving for her studies...yup...
then...as usu take photos blah blah blah...
think i'm v used to pple leaving liao....
but she'll be back 3 mths later for hols..ahah
that's not v long...haha
yup....
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actually come to think of it....
bit guilty abt today's celebration for jy...
din really make it nice n all that.....
hope my surprise for her will make up for it...
yah...
jy: if u see this..i know u'll say it's ok...but then...i juz feel bad abt it...
hope next time will be better....paiseh....

i've decided.....
if u really want it that way.....fine!
i've tried my best..................
n i can't think of anything else...
if this the way u choose to treat me....
fine.....
that's it.

i don't know if u really mean what u said...
if u mean it..i guess i have nth else to say..
if u don't n u r juz jking...which i hope u r... i hope u will juz stop it..

cuz


it's hurting..

我最讨厌人家这样对我了。。。

不要这样。。

因为已经受伤了。。。

thurs went to watch pin guan's concert in sch..hahah
he's good singing live man...n he's really talented...
so inspired by the way he play his guitar..
gosh..
n in the end i bought his cd...which i think it's qt worth it..
n then shunbian got his autograph...haha
n now his autographed poster is pasted in my room..haha
thou i'm not really his fan..
juz like some of his songs..
hahah...
n i think my class (as usu) is v funny...
after the autograph session..his manager told us to stay back n take a group photograph with pinguan...
so in the end my class n me stood v near him..
hahaha..
n we r not his diehard fans lah..haha
imagine we see ourselves in some mags...haha
shld buy this coming mags hahahaha....
kind of funny...

wow...today damn siong...
after the biz law...i'm half dead...
the prof keep us going round n round on "the qn"...which we din get lah..
we spent one hr juz on that man....
by the time i reached econs i'm like dunno what...haha
econs quiz alright..got one wrong...read qn wrongly hahah
IT was like total shit man....
i dunno what's access n my simnet din work...so i can't prepare...
dotz...sianz..
n i was like totally dunno what's going on during the lab session..
that assignment's going to die liao...
then that lesson drag until 6am...gosh lo
rush back to room n change n rush to bball court...
the moment i reach there start liao....
but it's a damn good game man!!!!!!
thot we r going to be thrashed cuz there's like so many pros in andes...
but then...they had a hard time from we the rockies!!
yeah...
we actually draw at the end of the game n there was a 5 min extension....
it was during that five min that the andes managed to win us...
but it was really one great game man...