realise i dun blog as much as i did last time..hah
prob nth to blog or too bz liao...
anyway..was at fengqi's funeral...on sat night..
lots of pple were there...
but the atmoshphere was not as tense or sad compared to thurs night when we first received the news...
dunno y..
prob cuz not all were v close to him..
or juz that the fact that there's so many pple there din make it v bad...
but still...kinda unreal...

last night...
received a shocking news..
a senior, thou i have only knew for a mth, passed away yest morn..
when i got to know of it, my mind flashes scenes of the times when i was in contact of him..
i realise i dun rem how we first talked.
but it shld be him who initated...given my nature..usu i won't initiate..
i guess y i don't rem is cuz he's such a nice guy n u'll juz naturally chat with him..
he'll make u comfortable n welcomed in this hall...
n he's always there to help...no matter what..no matter who..no matter when..
he's such a freaking nice guy...
n i juz dun understand y u r juz gone like that...
i only knew him one mth, so i can't say i'm very upset compared to the frens who had known him for years...
but still....the fact that he's such a nice guy to me n to everyone in the hall make me grieve...
still rem the last time i saw him..tues night..at hall prod interview..
he offered to call me when my turn is near n told me to go back first...
y?! i juz dun understand....u seem fine that day...
during the meeting, shaoxiong asked if anyone of us wanted to say sth abt this dear fren..
actually i had a lot to say...despite the fact that i only know him for a short time..
i'm juz a freshie n i already felt so much for him...i can't imagine his frens who had know him for years...
many of us had a lot of things to say...but...not much pt anymore...
i'm both glad n sad..
glad to know u
sad that u nv give me n other freshies more time to know u better..
farewell..

sometimes i tink....
pple tend to treat their own pple badly n treat the "outsiders" better...
prob cuz we take these pple for granted????

think i'm pms-ing...
again..........
as usu...






bad.

i cannot go back to my old self....
the new me is much better...
i muz abandon that old yuwen....
juz like that nike advertisment.........
haiz..........

就是缺那么一点点的恒心，一点点的毅力。。。
不然可能会为自己而感到更骄傲。。。
懦弱的性格总是只会放弃。。。


但一切已成过去。。。后悔也来不及。。。

finally my notebook's here...hahahah
which is one good thing....
thinkk time passes pretty fast here....
suddenly it's like going to be wk 5...haha
eh?? or is it wk 6??
hahah...blur me again...
haha.....
well..juz had ibg bball....
really a good game....n raye's a damn good player...
connie shuwen jiaying they all r all v pro oso...
hah....so jealous....
hahah.....
after that went o ah fang there to have my dinner.....
that's abt all i guess.....
mmm....
think time really flies...too many things happen to write it all down....
going home tmr...

kherray's hall princess!!!!!!
woohoo!!
hey..i got a princess roomie k..hahahahah
yup..yest's it's my hall's d&d....
it's pretty good..
at raffles town club..
all my 2 yrs at bukit timah..i din know it's such a super posh place man...
i knew it was posh but not it was really outside my imagination..
got a suite room for our fam n it's damn nice!!
ok..the preparation n the trip to raffles town club was qt hectic..
haha...
after i've changed n packed...went to davina's room to style hair..
then went to alina's room to make up..
ahah..
n jiaying helped me..hah she's v proud of her work..cuz mine suppose to be kinda gothic..
ahha..
ok..
so yup..cuz of the make up...we were kinda late...
then..i had to buy flowers..so paiseh to let alina they all wait..
n another thing is i went down to buy it with that makeup..haha
ok..
mm..
my table was a all gals table..
haha..n i think we were the only ones who's enthu..
we were crazy man..n keep entertaining ourselves..
haah
n chipmunks got a lot of prizes from the lucky draw!!!
i got a electric kettle which i already have liao..
hahh..diao....
then the best is davina..she got a 21 inch tv!!
wow..
can go her place n watch liao..
haahha
then still got others lo..
we can create a new chipmunks recrea room!!
hahah...
kherray's performance was v good!!
she n ka leong's sing those songs..v nice lo..
think when she open her mouth n sing..qt a few pple was surprised..
haha..
guess they din know she can actually sing..
ahha...
after the whole thing...went back to the room..
think chipmunk v good..
nv really drinnk..in fact..
we nv drink
ahhahaah.....
the others were so hiong..
they were drunk like mad man..
still dun understand y pple like that...
haiz...
then i think i slept at 4 am...then woke up here n then...
by the time i really wake up..it's 11 sth..
everyone's gone liao..
hahaha
there's only me jiaying wendy june kit n james...
heard the other fam's were chased out of their room cuz they too noisy...
gosh...
yup...
but over all..it's pretty fun actually..
haha
forgot to mention..
we oso got best dressed table..
hahahahahah....
surprisingly..haha

went out with nj class today!!
out with cc!!!
so long nv c him liao..
i oso took the chance to shop!!
hahaha...really shop deprived man...
haha
bought a denim skirt n berms...
think the skirt's damn nice!!
hahaha....
ok...this is for edith..who say i nv wear skirt?? juz that i lazy mah...n u seldom c..i got wear one lo....juz that u forgot u saw....
yups....
think i oso want to buy the s&k pants leh...
oh no...how??
i'm spending darn lots of money!!!
n i want to get birkenstock!!
oh no!!!!
wish money drop down from the sky...
hahah
think i'm mad...
recently become shopaholics..
cannot like that..
muz have financial planning......
=P

think i'm really a busy body...

haiz..
think i'm damn stupid.....
think i'm damn bad at handling things..
haiz...
i'm stupid lah....
stupid
stupid
stupid
stupid
stupid
stupid

sometimes...
i really wonder if i'm too busybody....

oh...btw..
cc's back!!
so happy!!
it's such a long time since i last met n even talked to him...
since i started sch..
i din manage to chat online lo...
will be seeing him tmr!!
that's one good thing at least...

haiz...damn mac now...i mean lonely if ya don't understand...
hah..kena influenced by the flood of nyjc pple here...
some of their terms really funny.....
com's not here...such an idiot...have to wait for 2 or 3 more wks..
if i know that, i wouldn't have taken up that loan..
whatever...
now alone in my room, using raye's com..
n all my neighbours not ard...
haiz...
qt a no. of things happen...haiz...
oso got happy things happen lah...
so oso cannot so much....
still adapting to uni life...
sianz....
can't change my tutorial groups or timetable..
so pissed..
n i'm going to be stuck to this sucky timetable n groups for like at least one sem..
what the hell....
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anyway, yest went for the hall's eat-thru-the-night...
not bad lah....qt enjoyable lo....
went chomp chomp then geylang then bukit timah..
ate qt a lot..hahah
think i'm fat liao...fat n flabby..
haiz...
reached hall at abt 2 sth..
think slept at 3 or 4 am.
siao..
jy came to sleep over....
n the next morning we pon biz law lect..
lucky we did...
the marginal benefit of sleeping for 2 more hrs is definitely more than the marginal cost of going to that crappy lect...
heard from alina that the lecturer's as crappy as ever..n nv teach at all...
econs lect's alright..but that lecturer damn funny lah...think she got poor time management...
con't to teach even thou her lesson's over..
n we nearly locked inside the lecture hall in darkness..
weird...
haiz....
eating alone..how sad...
i shall study later.....

argggggggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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sucks like hell the stupid idiot system!!!!!
i want to change my tutorial groups!!!!!
what an idiot system!!!!