did s2 yest but s1 today..so hiong...
that means yest..the moment i reached home...eat bathed n slept n i'm back on that island..
damn tired lah..
mm...
even so...i dunno y i keep waking up in the middle of the night..
n the stupid thing is...i even dreamt abt sky tower yest night..oh my goodness..think i'm mad..
haha..
n my sky tower dream is so dumb lo...
in that dream...the sky tower became a thrill ride!!
there r no glass panels n the chairs will turn upside down..
n in that dream..there was this mother with 2 kids n she was holding them in her arms!!
the moment the chairs start to turn, the kids fell!!!
oh my!! what am i thinking subconsiously man!!!
but in that dream, i managed to catch one of the kids...haha
i think i'm really mad...
hahah...

anyway, today as usu, kinda boring...cuz non peak period lah plus wk day some more
but at least i was entertained by some cedarians...hahah
think they were having some treasure hunt sort of thing lah....n there were diff groups lah..
n so each group that comes to us will ask us the same qn..hah...there were so many of them that i can even ans without them asking..hah
then i was sent to fort..n i met the some of the cedarians...n i met them again after i went back to sky..
haha...they find it so amusing to see me at 2 places..haha..like fen1 shen1 shu4 like that...
asked me where got shortcut but i only took the bus!!!
haha....they so funny...n their instructor told them to thank us by doing sth n so they sang cannibal king...haha
so cute...they juz remind me of sch days man....esp np days..we used to do that!!!
haiz...missed those days...
haha...that's what humans are like...when u r young u want to hurry up mature so that u can do a lot of grown up stuff n have lotsa freedom...but when u r old..u missed the good young days...
haha...
funny man...
all of us r like that...

did s2 yest but s1 today..so hiong...
that means yest..the moment i reached home...eat bathed n slept n i'm back on that island..
damn tired lah..
mm...
even so...i dunno y i keep waking up in the middle of the night..
n the stupid thing is...i even dreamt abt sky tower yest night..oh my goodness..think i'm mad..
haha..
n my sky tower dream is so dumb lo...
in that dream...the sky tower became a thrill ride!!
there r no glass panels n the chairs will turn upside down..
n in that dream..there was this mother with 2 kids n she was holding them in her arms!!
the moment the chairs start to turn, the kids fell!!!
oh my!! what am i thinking subconsiously man!!!
but in that dream, i managed to catch one of the kids...haha
i think i'm really mad...
hahah...

anyway, today as usu, kinda boring...cuz non peak period lah plus wk day some more
but at least i was entertained by some cedarians...hahah
think they were having some treasure hunt sort of thing lah....n there were diff groups lah..
n so each group that comes to us will ask us the same qn..hah...there were so many of them that i can even ans without them asking..hah
then i was sent to fort..n i met the some of the cedarians...n i met them again after i went back to sky..
haha...they find it so amusing to see me at 2 places..haha..like fen1 shen1 shu4 like that...
asked me where got shortcut but i only took the bus!!!
haha....they so funny...n their instructor told them to thank us by doing sth n so they sang cannibal king...haha
so cute...they juz remind me of sch days man....esp np days..we used to do that!!!
haiz...missed those days...

wow...
today damn tired lo...
feel like sleeping the whole day...
n really feel like nodding off while going up the sky
hahaha....
then went with wei to dinner...
haha...
got lots of things to say...but time flies...
wish can talk longer with her...

anyway...v happy!!
my sis bought a webcam with headset n everything!!
hahha
so fun...
now telling others to buy oso so that we can talk online!!!
hurry buy pple!!
really hope to c cc real soon with this cool thing man

heyhey...
juz reached home not v long ago...
don't think i went havoc-ing....cuz i din!!
all because of work..
ok forgive me...think i'm qt crazy by now...
haha
well...juz work...
realise v long nv meet up with frens...shld do that man...real soon!!!!
roster's out!! so can plan!!
aiyah sian...nothing to write....

doing s1 today...well...as usu..nothing much actually...
mmm...but in the morn abit crazy...started this malay n chinese lesson btw nuriyah kathy n me...hahah
had fun...so funny!!
then went nature walk checklist...
din know abt mount imbiah man..
ahha..
good hiding place..hahah

well...n yest last min...there's a reunion dinner with my og!!
but it's at turf city...that's like ultimate far away...
whatever...but anyway i made it there n it's really nice to see them again!!
it's so funny that i can talk n crap so well with the jrs n yet sometimes i'm not even able to do that among my own frens...
this is funny man...
me got low eq lah....
anyway...hasan was there too!!
n he's as funny as ever...hahha
but he's damn slack lah...
only going to army in april...n he don't have a job...that's y he's always back in nj...crashing like an acsi guy...hahah....
he frequent there so much that he's so gam with the j1s!!
hahah...
well...really nice to c them...n i'm meeting them (mainly the gals n hasan) on this coming fri!!!
looking forward to that!!

今天，终于收拾我那凌乱不堪的房间。
从中翻出了好多东西，令我开心也令我感到遗憾的回忆。
我很开心在过去的这几年里认识了不少好朋友。他们当然留下了许多美好的回忆给我。我也很感激上天(或者缘份)让我认识到这些在我生命里增添色彩的人。

不过友情不一定是永恒的。(sound sad but it's true)
(如果你老了，但身旁还有一个聊天喝茶的老朋友，恭喜你，因为你是很幸福的。)

翻到一些有关angklung的东西，好像照片和联络号码等。其实，这些就是我的遗憾。回想起来，可以的话，根本就不想 把事情弄成现在这样子。有时，我还是会回想一下是否全部是我的错。虽然我知道我应该承担一部分的责任，可是我还是认为不完全是我的错。因为，一只手是拍不响的。
唯一让我感到内疚的是辜负了那么照顾我的老师和真正支持我，并相信我的那些朋友。其他人，我一概视若无睹。管他们去死！希望这辈子都不会再看到他们他们! but i doubt so man...bet i'll see them in uni or sth like that...singapore is hella too small!

actually...
i'm qt happy i told gloria abt that...
mmm...at least if i'm confused abt it or troubled abt it...
i can tell her or ask her...
not too bad....
thanks glo....ahhaha...even thou u din really do much...
hahahah
well...oh!
muz thank u for going fort with me...hahaha....n providing interesting info...
mmm...that's the good thing of bringing a history student with me...
haha

mm...one bad thing that happened today...
fell down at the escalator n there's scratches now lah...pain pain...
basic theory...easy...finished it in 15 min..hoho...aiyo...i sound so zi yi wei shi...hahah
then met gloria to go sentosa with me!!!
n that stupid weiting mingli n shuying pangseh us! bleax...
nvm...
so went fort...knew a bit better abt the place...but it's really weird to go back there on off days...
funny....
then went to the beach!!!
nobody!!
as in v few pple!!
so good!!!
n juz reminds me how long i nv been to the beach to tan....
maybe it's time to buy bikinis...hahha...really tempted now...hoho...
but no money....*sobz*
really nice feeling to juz sit at the beach with juz a fren....talked to gloria....
relaxing...hahah
so...we r going back there real soon!!!
hoho....

today no work!!
as usu...woke up at 11 plus on off days...
mm...but at least i did some things today...
not like slack the whole day at home on my sofa...hahah
mmm...
i finally washed my green slip-ons...yeah!!! n now it's ready to go out with me!!!
hahah...
then....i went to the lib n borrowed books on sg history...then...
bought clothes!! hoho......
well...that's the good thing abt living opp compass pt...even thou i've been there like infinite times, at least there's nice shops for me to shop n buy things from....
so to all those pple who think that sengkang/compass pt is ulu, esp those who live in the west...u r wrong man!!!!
then..went home n a while later i'm out again for a jog!!
haha...but only jog one rd rd the neighbourhood...stamina dropping...haiz...
but nvm...at least i feel a little bit more healthy...hahah
maybe i shld do that more often...
maybe shld try jogging to my workplace...haha..from VAC to the attraction...ahhah...muz be crazy...
actually hor, it's so weird that i feel uncomfortable if i stop jogging for too long...
i nv like jogging in the first place!!!!!
muz be the result of the weekly morning jog imposed by ms oh back then...
ahahha...
it's her lo....
but st nicks track nice to jog on lah..
hahaha....

i hate it when the post i wrote went missing for damn no reason...
now i have to rewrite again..
but now the tone n the mood will be diff...
irritating man!