mmmm....
my grandaunt passed away 2 days ago...she's my grandma's elder sis
don't really remember her myself but 2 sis do..n my pa's qt sad...
but the events that happened b4 she died made me wonder...
it sound dramatic n too much of a coincidence...

2 days ago...this grandaunt came to my hse to visit my grandma..i was not ard that time...
heard that she's very ill but she insisted on coming..
n my pa n ma came back n they took photos
then she oso met my 2 aunts
after she left my hse...she wanted to go to her son's hse which is juz next block to mine...but they were not at home..
but juz as she was abt to leave the place, her grandson saw her n ran towards her...
then at the same time, her son who's a taxi driver came back..
1 hr later...n she's gone...
it's so much of a coincidence..
sounds like she knew she's abt to go...that's y she came to see my grandma, her sis.
n sort god let her c her son n grandson juz b4 she left...

tian yi...ye xu ba

totally no mood to study...how????

Anna's Hug Theory (condensed version)
Hugs are highly underrated. Many people underestimate the power of a hug. Hugs provide warmth and a feeling of security that makes living life much easier. They are truly therapeutic. I wish I could bottle up the effects of a hug and give a lifetime supply to every child at birth so that no matter what happens, they will always feel loved. Just imagine if everyone could have an automatic hug when they are feeling bad. There probably would be less crime and sickness and the effects of these hugs could be the catalyst in solving or even preventing all sorts of problems around the world. Maybe it would lead to less hatred and more love.

hahha...i stole it from yun's blog who stole it from someone's else's blog
but whatever the case...it's so sweet...n it's true isn't it???

ha...i juz finish watching bend it like beckam...n it's a GREAT show!!!
it's not juz funny...it's the idea...the show has a great theme...
it's abt a gal who dared to dream n she tried to realise it no matter what happens...
n she did it...


but it's juz a show...or is it?
whatever the case...that needs a great deal of courage.


but it's not in me.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh.................
oh my....i juz realise i wasted 4 days...since thurs i've not been studying...gosh...
n now i'm suppose to study n i'm not doing it...i juz don't feel like it...
my brain tells me that "u got to do it u know.if not u think u can pass??!! there's tons that u need to go thru..u better get on to it now!!!"
but then my heart was like "i know i know but...it's really boring..n i don't really feel like it...y muz our hols be like this??? i juz want to slack...want to sleep..i'm so tired...haiz" n so that's how i've been slacking since thurs....
i think i need someone or sth to spur me on...i really have no motivation.
what the hell
haiz...
n i look at the schedule that i've drawn up...i'm totally lagging.gosh.
since thurs i don't know what i've been doing...slack i suppose...
n then came sat n sarah asked me out to study. n when i finally made it there, got my cramps n i grew tired...getting sleepy n all that... so i was back home after an hr with her..hahha...so productive...
n when i reached home..i slept from 2 to 6!!!
oh my...sth's going wrong in me....i can't conc n everything...haiz...
n today's like the best day to catch up on stuff but i juz can't conc...keep doing other stuffs...walking ard n slacking n writing this...haiz...n the weather's super damn hot too...
whatever...
ah...think yuanie's rite...u can't always be studying n guai all the time...there's bound to be a period of time when u grow tired of it n want to get onto the other side of the world...but eventually u'll come back to ur own world cuz that's where u belong to....
i muz zhen zuo man......
study study study
that's the quote of the mth

the name thing's from this:
http://www.kabalarians.com/index.cfm?Main=../cfm/Your.cfm

The name of Yuwen has made you rather reserved and, at times, secretive about your personal affairs. As a result, people find it difficult to understand you and you suffer through loneliness. You are interested in understanding life along scientific, religious, and philosophical lines. Also, you derive much enjoyment from reading and from being out in nature. At times, you find it easier to express your thoughts in writing, rather than verbally. You are astute regarding the value of money, have good business judgment, and can drive a hard bargain if such is required. This name has not allowed you to express fully the softer, more spontaneous qualities of your nature because of its practical business attributes.

mmm...

had my SAT on sat...n nod off again juz like the last one...
what else can i say? ha...

triple S camp made tired..slept for 14 hrs...

she
she is juz a gal..a very plain gal
she used to be very independent. very sure of what she's doing.
but now she had lost the confidence the assurance.
she don't know what she want.
she don't know what she need.
she had frens but none seem to care for her..
she is lost in this crowd full of pple
cuz she is either a pace too fast or a pace too slow..
she could nv manage to be walking at their pace
maybe she's asking too much.
she know that there r a few frens who know she really exist
but it's not enough she said.
she's sad cuz no one ask her out
she's guilty cuz she felt she was too greedy
she's annoyed with herself for being such a loser