親密愛人

作詞：小蟲
作曲：小蟲
編曲：王治平

今夜還吹著風　想起你好溫柔
有你的日子　份外的輕鬆
也不是無影蹤　只是想你太濃
怎麼會無時無刻把你夢

愛的路上有你　我並不寂寞
你對我那麼的好　這次真的不同
也許我應該好好把你擁有
就像你一直為我守候

親愛的人　親密的愛人
謝謝你這麼長的時間陪著我

親愛的人　親密的愛人
這是我一生中最興奮的時分

well.....
life's kinda of fragile rite...
we heard that lots of times...i guess
kind of cliche
but it's true..i guess...sad but true
anita mui passed away at abt 2am of 30 dec due to cancer
heard it on 933 in the morn...
juz think that it's really wasted...she's so young..u know
it's not that i'm her fan...but juz feel sad that it had to end this way
n 933 keep playing her song...some of them r my favs...
n at the same time..my pa's fren who got cancer too...passed away at abt the same time...he's kinda sad now...
life...really~

wake up early today...to go yishun n watch love actually by myself
when i bought the tic, the guy was like..."er sorry...how many again?" n i said one...he's not v rude but i can see that he finds me a bit funny to be watching alone...
hah
anyway...it's not only me...there's this fat guy n this malay gal who's also watching alone...n i end up sitting beside that malay gal...
it was a good show...but at times...my tears were at the brim of my eyes...

the weather was fine...perfectly great...but the wind was so cold...that my heart shivers

think i've come to a decision...
but i really don't know what to do...
what will happen if i really do it?
what will pple say?
shall i heck?

Happy Together *The Turtles*

Imagine me and you, I do
I think about you day and night
It's only right
To think about the girl you love
And hold her tight
So happy together

If I should call you up
Invest a dime
And you say you belong to me
And ease my mind
Imagine how the world could be
So very fine
So happy together

{Refrain}
I can't see me loving nobody but you
For all my life
When you're with me
Baby the skies will be blue
For all my life

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together

{Refrain}

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together

Me and you
And you and me
No matter how they tossed the dice
It had to be
The only one for me is you
And you for me
So happy together
So happy together
How is the weather
So happy together
We're happy together
So happy together...

had gathering at my aunt's hse on xmas eve...lots of food...eat until like siao...then went to watch LOTR at great world at 0140 with my da jie bro in law er jie n her bf...
the show's really good!!!
reached home at ard 7am on xmas day... then slept until 2pm...pack my stuff for ogl camp n then went to sera's hse for xmas dinner...
n now...tmr going to ogl camp...feel abit tired...really tired

hey hey...
juz came back yest from stc...super shag...slept for 20 hours after i unpack n bath...hah
stc was ok lah...how shld i put it??
it was disappointing...as in the campers...it was not xiong loh in the first place...
i don't know how to say y they r disappointing...haiz
think pple r juz too spoilt...i guess...but actually not all lah...
some really ok...not too bad...
they juz don't have the spirit n they don't want to learn...they juz want to get thru with it...haiz...
i myself learnt qt a lot...i guess...hahah...
btw...they were really lucky...they had really fine weather...that kind of perfect...not hot not stormy kind...
nv had such a fun weather for the last ten stc i guess...hahah
btw...on the last day...lucia lost her way while running in macRitchie n ms ng n yuhan had to run all round macRitchie to look for her...all of us v scared...
but luckily...lucia had common sense n followed a jogger back to where we are...
but yuhan n ms ng still inside looking for her...n we can't contact them...
it was partly our fault lah...we overlooked some stuff....but luckily everything's fine..nothing bad happened...
after break camp...ms ng treat us to pastamania..haha...yummy...then i took a cab home...n fell asleep in the cab...then the driver had to wake me up cuz he don't know the place v well...hahha..
then before i alight...he told me to sleep well...cuz studying's v tiring...hahhaha

today went ubin to set up checkpt with gloria n eve....
it's not really a great day...cuz it rained lah...n everywhere's mud lah...splashed like siaoz
gloria n eve's not v good in biking so had to stop once in a while...
n it was so muddy that i can feel my bike skid lah...wah..like not whatever...that's what happen to gloria...n she sort of twisted her wrist....was a bit swollen...then she fell again n there were minor cuts...hiaz...she so suey...

then met jimmy at noordin beach...like not qiao...in such a ulu-fied place...still can meet pple...aiyoz....
we were eating lunch at kampng mamab...then me n eve decided to track back a bit to the beach to put some checkpts...
then i saw these canoeists....think they so zai to travel from changi to ubin...
after deciding on the checkpts...realise how beautiful the place is...so took out my cap to have a better look...
then i turn n saw this person looking at me lah...then i realise it's him...
wah...like not qiao lah....
then on the way back home...met him on the bus again.....siaoz....

anyway...today's trip was fun....n we were drenched all the way lah...cuz of that pouring rain...n we helped a lot of "lost" pple...n direct them to where they want to go...hah...
n we even u-turn at this road cuz there were too many dogs...hahah...like no dan2 xiao3...hhaha...it's really enjoyable...hahah

yest....this darn blogger's down...so..yup....
actually's not much lah...juz heard this thing from the radio...which i think's qt true
heard it in mandarin....so if i can, i'll write it here in chinese lah...but obviously i can't...n my eng sux....so....bear with me

frens can be categorised into different stages....
at every stage of ur life....there will be a different fren that will be there with u...
no single fren will be there for ur entire life
ur life is juz like a movie n ur frens r like the actors in the movie....
so they each will have their turn in the show....
once they had their turn....it's over.....
u can nv hold on to them....only to move on

when i heard this....i juz...totally agree with it...
in my relatively short 17 yrs of life....many pple had stepped into n out of my life...
sometimes....when i met a fren whom i really enjoyed hanging out with her...i will try to hold on to her....that's y when she left...n prob nv returns...i'll feel sad...feel lost...feel insecure...lonely...emptiness.....
that...of course...happens for at least a few times.....
that's y i agree with that thing i heard from the radio cuz it's true....

deep in my heart...i hope my frens ard me now can walk with me til i die....
but sometimes...i guess.....we muz understand that....it will not be so....
sad but true...
actually dun really want to believe in that....but it's true...
sad but true

guess.....we can juz make sure that we appreciate what we have now.....

You are an individual,go you! You think for
yourself and don't need to wear tight shirts
and short skirts to get the attention you
want.You are somewhat depressed but try not to
let people know.That where the cutting comes
in.You're not one of thoes people who need to
be labeled and you dont have a group.You're
just you.


What clique do you belong in?
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qt tired now n tmr got to go ubin for rackey...so shall make it short

had SAT today....so damn freaking long...cuz the examiner's damn slow

then went hui2 there to cut hair...turn out not bad...juz wish that i can give my hair a bit of colour so that it's nicer but haiz....

had sec 4 unity class gathering at east coast park...the pit's so ulu....at the v end of ECP...haiz....took such a freaking long time to reach there...not a lot of pple lah...but ok loh....qt fun...eat...luff...scream at the sea...yah...mmm...reach home at nearly 12 n stink like shit...but it's good to meet pple again....

blogging for yest...cuz it thot of it after i switched off the comp...yup

that was abt 12am plus...dun really feel like sleeping...so took out one of my photo albums...was flipping thru it n emotion sort of overwhelm me...
i dun have many photos cuz last time i don't really like taking photographs... u can't find any of my pri sch phtos except class photos....same goes to lower sec...but as i grow older, i slowly learn the underlying meaning of taking photographs.
they r not just plain memories. they r memories with love..with laughter...with passion..with tears...with enthusiasm with happiness with youth with everything!
it's amazing how a small, rectangular piece of paper contains all that...

was flipping thru n looking at every single photo....sec 1 then 2 then 3 then 4...npcc...jtc..stc...jc 1st 3 mths....what wonderful memories...everything sort of flash back...it's really a good feeling!
we were happy...definitely...there was no plotting...backstabbing kind of thing...not much hyprocrites...
made me realise that life then was really a happy one...it's juz that at that time i don't realise it.
it's only when it has passed that one realises it.....
life now is probably happy too n i juz, as usu, din realise oso....
maybe only after a few yrs, when i think back to look at this part of my life, will i appreciated it......
people's like this....sheng zai fu zhong bu zhi fu....

realise another thing....all the photos showed the positive side of life...not many of us (except phtographers who want to portray the downside of life) will take pics of ourselves crying..depressed etc....it juz make me wonder...maybe we shld be liike a camera..or photos...what ever....to always capture the best moments so that we can keep it...remember it...n once in a while take it out again n think abt the good old days...n not take shots of our grey days n dwell on it...
let it go n be forgotten...