this morn went sch...
ran 6 rds round the track...actually wanted to try running 10 runs but found it too AA cuz the soccer team's playing friendly match btw j1 n j2...n i'm like the only weirdo that's running on the track at like 10 plus...ha
then had clan meeting...not many turn up (expected)...did some props n stuff n was done in an hr plus...
then after that went to st andrews catheral with edith n jing qi to do some archaelogist stuff...it's qt fun digging holes and washing small artefacts...then had to fill up a hole...took a long time n was damn tiring...but kind of enjoy it...it's fun! n the pple's there qt nice....but it's qt funny to have pple along the streets starring at us n wonder what the hell we were doing...hahha....there was this ang mo who stopped to ask me what we were doing...she was like asking me if there were any bodies in it...hahah...i was like telling her no..juz trying to find some small artefacts...hahah...

after that me jan n edith went to the service there...but actually it's not really a service lah...there was none for today...yup so went to this youth thingy...but i din like it...cuz i'm kinda traumatised by it...they sort of made me feel uncomfortable...esp when they were speaking in tongues...n the whole thing was like so long...it's juz not my type...i'll prefer sth's that's more solemn n peaceful.....

then we went to O'Briens at city link to eat...then ate ice-cream...it's real good!! can't remember what's the name...but it's the one near carrefour...yeah...v nice.... muz eat again!!! hahah

shit can't see the chinese words....mmm....sad

AHHH.....i finally found the lyrics of this song!!!! yeah!!! hahha...crazy leh...but i really search damn long lah...
this's a very old song...from a very old movie call xin bu liao qing...acted by anita yuen n liu qing yun...yup yup...but it's damn nice...haha....
lots of pple sang it b4...eh...so i oso dunno who's the original singer...think it's wan fang but i'm not sure...mmm...harlem yu oso sang it b4...yup...n u can hear part of it in you hong ming's new song, lou2 xia4 na4 ge4 nu3 ren2...yup..haha =D

新不了情

心若倦了　 淚也乾了

這份深情　 難捨難了

曾經擁有　 天荒地老

已不見你　 暮暮與朝朝

這一份情　 永遠難了

願來生還能　 再度擁抱

愛一個人　 如何廝守到老

怎樣面對一切　 我不知道

回憶過去　 痛苦的相思忘不了

為何你還來　 撥動我心跳

愛你怎麼能了　 今夜的你應該明膫

緣難了　 情難了

leg damn pain now....woo...stand whole day leh...haiz
went with edith n yuanie to this peranakan snack shop at chinatown to work today...from 9am to 9pm loh...like not crazy lah...n the boss kinda stingy...make us do everything when we r paid so little loh...sianz

sera cheated us...told us it was actually a slack job but then we do everything...piangz...

haiz...kinda of tired...not really mentally tired...juz leg damn tired...cannot walk properly...esp my knee hurts...think it'll be sore by tmr...haiz...

by 9pm...shiwei suppose to come to take over us n settle the cleaning but he was late...
but we don't give a damn...at exactly 9pm...we zao!

leg was so tired that we sat down at a coffeeshop to have a drink...mmm...then heard this gal singing on streets...some kind of performance...n i think she has a great voice n she damn zai...cuz she can sing whatever songs that the audience wants her to sing...even oldies n hokkien songs...woo...

then met ching chui at chinatown mrt with her bf (eh...is it?? er...hah...don't know..haha)
she's so different now...can't really recognise her...but she's still as funky as ever with her purple specs n ear studs n cool dress sense...woo...

hey...n then we went to meritus mandaring cuz TONIGHT is ST NICKS GRAD...woo...
cuz edith want to see some pple lah..as usual...hahah...
but really huai nian the times then...haiz...

nv regretted choosing st nicks...it was a great place...it rox!!

"More To Life (There's Got To Be)"

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

[Chorus]
There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well there's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

[repeat chorus]

i'm wanting more
I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....

[repeat chorus x2]

*more than words*

Saying I love you
Is not the words
I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you not to say
But if you only knew
How easy it would be to
Show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do
To make it real then
You wouldn't have to say
That you love me
'Cause I'd already know
What would you do
If my heart was torn in two?
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if
I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you
And make you understand
All you have to do
Is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands
And touch me hold me close
Don't ever let me go
More than words is
All I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say
That you love me
'Cause I already know

dunno y they give me 2 ans...funny but whatever...here they r...

See what Care Bear you are.


See what Care Bear you are.

sianz...
i used this word too many times...i think

the emptiness...the loneliness...the dreadful feeling...seems to back...
in short...feeling bluey...dunno y...guess. i'm really a moody gal...
really can't help it...

i SHLD NOT be like this...i shld not be acting tis way!!!!!!!

shit me

today went back nj just to sign that stupid pw papers...how stupid...quickly zao after that to go back st nicks....cuz got STC pre camp....
stayed thru out the whole day in st nicks to talk abt STC...there's a lot of planning to be done...n this yr there's only so few of us...ms ng...mrs tan...mrs hoo...yuhan...eve...n me...
it ended up that i became almost the AIC of the whole camp....when i know NOTHING!!!
haiz...hope really can make it lah....hope can be of help...n my health will zheng qi...n do my best in that 4 days....
then went to olio dome with weixi n yiwen...woo...the food's damn nice...n i think it's damn worth it...so shall get frens to eat there next time...plus the place v few pple...good...
talk qt a lot with them....they v nice pple...v nice to talk to...n fun...still nv regret joining NP...cuz it's so blessed to have them as seniors

v long time nv blog liao...cuz lazy mah...hahha....

qt a lot of things happened yesterday...not that kind of bad things lah...hahha...sparse
my stupid clan head nv tell me that the mass dance thingy cancelled...idiotic leh...took an hour bus to sch for nothing..haiz...then go home loh....

then went bukit gombak for the archery course...hehe....it's not bad leh...qt cool...but hand's tiring lah...haha....woo...can consider taking course...really look forward to the next one..hahha....

woo...then went to chonghan's hse for class gathering...bbq...instead of the gals.. the guys were doing the cooking...hahal....ironical...but hongzhou's cooking so oily...put so much butter that all the gals complained...
but had much fun...gossip lah...knew qt a lot of scandals haha....
then watch vcds...tale of 2 sisters...actually not v scary lah...but i still scared of such horror flicks...eheh...
then play mahjong...until like 4am...ahah....
chonghan's 2nd sis n da mei oso joined us...they v nice pple...n v cute when watching that tale of 2 sis....cuz they were oso scared...hha..like me...eheh

think this is call life man

v long time nv blog liao...cuz lazy mah...hahha....

qt a lot of things happened yesterday...not that kind of bad things lah...

heyhey....today's a shopping day!! hahah....went around walking n stuff...hahah... n bought a denim skirt n a new wallet...yeah....shiok....n i really like the new wallet...nice eh...hahahah....damn tired.....going to do pw now

You Are My Destiny
Paul Anka

You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You are my happiness
That's what you are
You have my sweet caress
You share my loneliness
You are my dream come true
That's what you are
Heaven and heaven alone
Can take your love from me
'Cause I'd be a fool
To ever leave you dear
And a fool I'd never be
You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You're more than life to me
That's what you are
You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You are my happiness
That's what you are

What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how a n**** works and operates
N**, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love

I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' our own direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive to lovers bound

People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek

Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)

Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)