yo!!!
today's teachers' day!!! hahah... so fun!!!
e moment sch ends, all of us juz cheong to change back to st nix uni....
so fun... so nice to wear that U again n it's just so heartwarming to see lotz of us wearing it...hahah
kinda AA at e specs stand...everybody staring at us...prob think we're siao...
hahah....but it's so fun!!!
anywya....lots of pple went back... n saw qt a few teachers...tian..da bao...
but too bad nv see mrs khong...still got HOD meeting...haiz...
but those e 4U pple enjoyed ourselves... hahah...took lotz of photos...our usual self...
then went out... n watch this rather stupid show...down with love...regret...kinda waste of money... but nvm lah...enjoy being with old frens...haha...

sat...again...my busiest day of e week...kind of drag this day loh...
it suppose to be a nice weekend but haiz...still got angklung then got tuition til 6 loh...
aiyah...but i think got used to it liao... plus angklung is still v fun!!!
actually kind of drag going to angklung this morn... but muz go lah...no choice...
e only good thing abt going there is to play e thing n talk crap with some pple...
keep talking crap with maly nurul n ly and we keep exchanging our notes...so fun...hahah....
think they n some others r my motivation to con't in angklung...if not i think i'll die with all those stuff that has to be settled...
but anyway...think i shld just take things easily...me always worried abt stuff...v bad...
mmm....shld relax....

thanks gals....to be there when i need it.....thanks....luv ya lotz.....

crying's v tiring....i realise
guess what???!!! i broke down twice today....hahahha....again....
what a crybaby....hahah
started out on the wrong right from the morning....my father nag n nag...dunno what's he's saying oso...guess he thot i was playing a fool...
BUT I'M NOT!!!
i'm trying my best over here....
he don't trust me....what e.....that's what i'm angry at....
think qt a lot of pple saw me cry this morning....at the specs stand of course lah....
maly nurul yunping stella were all there when i broke down...so embarrassing...somemore need jing qi edith n chingsze there to comfort me....

angklung is like shit loh....fuad din realise that the LT was booked for mock gp...what e....n i have to face that gp teacher who's obviously pissed off.....go n die man....dunno what fuad is doing....
i really cannot take it loh....all bad things occur at the same time....what e....so i broke down again...haha...


what a gloomy day......
so grey...
although i know that today's a great day to go back st nix....lie down on e hockey pitch n look at e sky.....

life...

today it was just as sucky as yesterday... feeling frustrated....irritated....agitated...
totally sick of jc....was cursing thru out the whole day...
then got really pissed off by the angklung conductor...n this just trigger me off....
think everything just piled up in me on one day that i can't take it... felt really sucky...full of resentment...
i knew i couldn't take it down any longer n was breaking down during the afternoon lesson...
then msg wei, pon my remedial n we went kap....cuz that stupid school don't even have a quiet place for us to sit....what e....
i was really pissed off with everything... n finally broke down...cried....
there's so many things going on in my head then that i really can't think....
haiz.....
but crying really helps....so now feel a bit better n at least feel like doing a bit of work...

think shld listen to wei..... don't care.... just study hard... because in e end is e results that really matters....

nj really sucks.... life was better in sngs....at least they have quiet places for pple to go to.....but that was in e past.... it's good that we were once in sngs... it will always stay in mind.... think i shld just look forward....really work hard.... for myself....


thanks wei

today....sucks....not the things i did suckz but just feeling sucky....lots of mixed feelings...